Your Last First Kiss

[Seth Adam Ryder]

Seth Ryder Adams

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Do you remember when we were just kids
And cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss?
Schoolyard conversations taken to heart
And laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not.

I wanna break every clock
The hands of time could never move again
We could stay in this moment, stay in this moment
For the rest of our lives. Is it over now hey, hey, is it over now

I wanna be your last, first love that you'll ever have
Till you're lying here beside me with arms and eyes open wide
I wanna be your last, first kiss for all time.

⋆ ⋆ ⋆ so called chaos"[/color][/font]

do I stress you out? my sweater is on backwards and inside out and » by association
you say how appropriate: i don't want to dissect everything today. i don't » tolerance
mean to pick you apart you see, but i can't help it, there I go jumping » love/hate
before the gunshot has gone off. slap me with a splintered ruler and it would » avoidance
knock me to the floor if i wasn't there already if only i could hunt the hunter » scared of
and all i really want is some patience, a way to calm the angry voice » indifference
and all i really want is deliverance, do i wear you out? you must wonder » annoyance
why I'm so relentless and all strung out. i'm consumed by the chill of solitary » cheated on
i'm like estella, i like to reel it in and then spit it out, i'm frustrated by your apathy » backstabbed
i am frightened by the corrupted ways of this land, if only i could meet the maker » former friends
and i am fascinated by the spiritual man, i am humbled by his humble nature » friendly rivalry
what i wouldn't give to find a soulmate, someone else to catch this drift » one-sided dislike
and what I wouldn't give to meet a kindred. enough about me, let's talk about » mutual dislike
you for a minute. enough about you, let's talk about life for a while. the conflicts » house dislike
the craziness and the sound of pretenses falling all around, all around » hardcore hatred
why are you so petrified of silence. here can you handle this? did you think » disgust
about your bills, your ex, your deadlines? or when you think you're gonna die » abhorrence

⋆ ⋆ ⋆ the beautiful side of somewhere "[/color][/font]
pretty little girl on the side of the road, yellow hair in a yellow bow » related (specify relation)
little thumb sticking in the exit lane, two packs of smokes and a candy cane » mixed feelings
with women hips and baby lips, a hallelujah book in the back of a pillow-slip » bad influence
if she gets out of here too soon she'll run fast by the shy of the moon » good influence
if she's been havin' the same old dreams, of lullabies and pale blue skies » protective of her
fallen asleep beneath the stars, orion aims and shoots his arrows oh so far » protective of you
aims 'em hard, he shoots the moon and takes her as his own reward » faking friends
if she's gonna see those stars too soon she'll run fast by the shy of the moon » respect
if she found out so long ago that she wants more than all she knows » former house mate
the river ends right as she goes, water breaks and she's gone down » have never spoken
in the undertow, she's below, but i'll stand tall and hold up high my mistletoe » secret friends
she's gonna shine just like brand new, we'll run by the shy of the moon » secret lovers
i seen this girl, she had her hands full of lightning, she rolled it down to me » secret enemies
a lolita smile, with a thorn in her eyes. now she, she spun the world » friend of the family
up on the edge of a pearl, a carnivals girl, up on a ferris wheel forever » obsessed with her
how soft a whisper can get when you’re walking through a crowded space » stalking her
i hear every word being said, i remember everyday i get a little bit closer to you » admiration
can take such a long time, life is not a sure thing can walk right past your eyes » mentor
like a dream you couldn’t keep, my eyes were open at the right time » emotional support

⋆ ⋆ ⋆ dust off your dreams "[/color][/font]
i feel and felt the wind outside, and i didn't have a thing to say » strangers
the moon and stars released the sky, i watched them fall away » never met
i called on gods to light my way, they whispered softly in my mind » just met
and still I praise the dawn of day, when they crawl and fall behind » classmates
heard the warning of the sun, remember the days i strayed » former enemies
the moon fell down and made no sound, watch her fall away » party buddies
where's my mind i lost it too, and you put my love away » drinking buddies
i lifted all my thoughts and flew, and you watched me fall away » on and off
taking all the chances I can, I put my world in your command » confidant
i'm back in the dark and far from taking that path again » by association
to where we shine in the face of all that is to come » seen each other around
i lie in the space of daydreams gone wrong and i’m thinking » acquaintance
my love, what has happened to you? and standing up tall » almost friends
taller, learning my glow, living in light I made on my own » childhood friends
you do as you please, go be a slave to your mind all of the while » good friends
i'll be bright with the light of ten thousand fires that burn » close friends
in a place that you can't analyze high on a wave and far » partners in crime
from that stage Leaving the play and the madness behind » best friends
love is not thought and it is not just a place to call home » inseparable
love isn't pain, or a face you can own, love isn't touch » attached at the hip
not the crutch of a shoulder to lean on, you're gone » practically family

⋆ ⋆ ⋆ feels like summer "[/color][/font]
emotive unstable you're like an unwinding cable car, listening for voices » fleeting glances
but it is the choices that make us who we are, go your own way, even season » flirting
whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel like i am home again » hot and cold
have changed just burn those new leaves over, so self-absorbed you've » on and off
seemed to ignore the prayers that have already come about, this is the » physical attraction
whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel like i am whole again » one night stand
correlation of salvation and love, don't drop your arms, don't drop them » make-out buddies
i'll guard your heart, with quiet words I'll lead you in. Backing away from the » former crush
whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel like i am young again » one-sided crushing
problem of pain you never had a home. you've been misguided, you're hiding » mutual crush
in shadows for so very long. don't you believe that you have been deceived, that » fling
whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel like i am fun again » past – still chemistry
you're no better than the hair in your eyes, it never disguised what you're » past – bad terms
thinking. this is the correlation of salvation and love, don’t drop your arms » past – good terms
whenever i'm alone with you, you make me feel like i am clean again » future relationship
you're so brilliant, don't soon forget, you're so brilliant, grace marked your heart » in love
don't drop your arms, you're so brilliant, i'll guard your heart » enemies/friends with benefits
grace marked your heart, with quiet words i'll lead you out of the dark » current relationship
whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel like i am free again » final relationship

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• current relationship
• current relationship
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• future relationship
• future relationship
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[you and me made [b]h i s t o r y[/b]]
"history and reasoning in first person"

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"what Seth says about you" [/font][/color][/size]


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